Result of Stress??
Bismillah, dgn menyebut nama-Mu Ya Allah..
Finally, the result for sem I 08/09 is now released. After i saw my result, i feel so ……. stress, unhappy, disappointed n all the negative feelings. My pointer is dropping every semester and i’m not satisfied with that. I realize that i have to stop working. The situation is just getting worse because i can’t balance between work and study. This is really stressful. I know other friends of mine got better results than me. Some even managed to get Dean’s List. It just add extra sickness in my heart. Not that i’m jealous or anything. I know they deserve it. They work double hard than me. So, .. what else can i do. Be grateful with what I’ve got. At least, i’ve passed all the subjects. I still got 3 point something. ALHAMDULILLAH.. Praise be to Allah for giving me what He knows is best for me, as His servant. I should always be thankful to Him. Forgive me, Ya Allah if i ever forgot to thank You. You give and forgive, but i, as a normal human get and forget.
“Dan (ingatlah) ketika Tuhan kamu memberitahu: Demi sesungguhnya! Jika kamu bersyukur nescaya Aku akan tambahi nikmat-Ku kepada kamu dan demi sesungguhnya, jika kamu kufur ingkar sesungguhnya azab-Ku amatlah keras.” (Surah Ibrahim:7)
♥ happy : my 1st time visit to CENFOS Nilai + spend my free time with my beloved ukhti fillah Maya, Sofi, Yusra, Fatimah Muhd + usrah with juniors + my bank islam’s atm card can be used again.♥ 
Falling sick..
As usual, starting with bismillah, in the name of Allah..
i’m feeling unwell today.. 
dunno why..
maybe i’m working too hard..
maybe because there was a function yesterday for 410 ppl..
i’m skipping 2 classes today..
just sleeping in my room..
then, come to lab because i was told there will be an exam..
fortunately, it’s so simple n i got to leave early..
that’s why i’m here updating my blog..
eventhough my head is aching right now..
after this, got a UNGS class..
then, have to work for 2 hours at least because Aniq wants to go to d bank..
9.15pm–> have a meeting for remembrance of Al-Quds programme..
so, i have to be strong..
“Ya Allah, kumohon bantuan-Mu.. pinjamkan hamba-Mu kekuatan. Sihatkanlah fizikal & mentalku krn sesungguhnya hanya Engkau satu2nya Zat Penguasa. Amin.”
~My SwEeT 21~
Bismillah.. ok, i know its already a week after my birthday.. but i still want to story coz i feel that this year’s b’day is such a memorable one for me.. lots of wishes on sms and friendster, many presents than last year etc..
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The 1st person who had wished me on sms was liyana even though her msg was so simple.. but she’s always been one of the 1st to wish me on my b’day.. like last year, she came to my room with a present.. i’m so grateful to have such a thoughtful friend.. anyway, after that all my roommates (opie, krun, khairiyah) surprised me by coming to my room with a big cute pillow that has the word “so naughty” on it.. they wished me happy birthday & also give me such a sweet card.. yeah, a pink card from Memory Lane i supposed.. i was so deeply touched + embarrassed at the same time, i almost felt like crying..but i managed to hold my tears coz this is supposed to be a happy moment for me right? huhu.. hurm, thus i’ve got 2 pillows for my b’day this year.. i felt like they want to encouraged me to sleep more after this..haha..
By the way, i thought that not so many people would remember my b’day.. but when i came to class, diana wished me & also gave me a small box that contains cover for handphone.. (i dont know what its called)..it’s in yellow & blue which are my favourite color.. then, nadiah surprised me by singing a b’day song.. i didn’t expect her to know my b’day.. so after that, all my classmates who were there also wished me.. i just smile & say thank you.. nadiah asked me to buy them a cake from secret recipe.. unfortunately, i dont have that much money.. o_O
when maisa came into the class with najat, they also wished me.. maisa gave me a cute schedule planner.. maybe she knows that i need to organize my life.. with study, work & other things that always come in my way.. i’m so thankful with such a gift eventhough she said thats all that she can afford.. but, the present is not important.. what is important to me is the thoughts.. having a lot of friends who are so nice & caring makes me feel blessed.. thank u Allah for giving me such a wonderful & loving friends.. (“,)
At the evening, i went to work like usual.. Aniq didn’t knew it was my b’day & i didn’t think its important to tell him.. at one time when i want to ask something to Abg Zaki & azrul, i saw one familiar face.. it turns out that Ateh came to cafe.. i was so happy to see him coz i thought i never had a chance to see him anymore.. he came at the right day.. :p i asked him to buy me an ice cream & he accepted my request.. he said that he would buy me anything i want on that day.. yayy! haha.. so, i’ve got free ice cream..got to bid him farewell before he went to Johor to work.. it was the other way around with Mirul.. how could he went to UPM on my b’day?! ok, at least he remembered to wish me & he already told me abt going to UPM on that day.. but, i still feel sad.. feels like losing so many important person in my life.. Nureen, Ateh, Mirul.. all of them had gone to where they should be.. my heart feels so empty when i worked at the cafe now.. missing the old times so much..
Enough with that terrible feeling.. i still had some happiness after that when liyana came to cafe with a box of secret recipe cake.. at first she sms me to ask what cake do i like.. so i said cheese cake.. she really bought it for me! that’s so amazing coz i had dream abt that the night before.. didnt expect it to come true.. it makes my b’day feels so special.. thank u my dear friend.. really appreciate it~
ok, so that’s pretty much the story of what happened on my birthday.. i want to share some of the sms that i’ve got on that happy day:~
“Little keys can open big locks, simple words can express great thoughts.. Hope my simple wish can make yr day lovely. Happy Birthday!” .:Che Pin:.
“Hari ini hari lahirmu, hari ini b’tambah lagi usiamu, hari ini akan b’tambah jua tanggungjawabmu, hari ini akan m’jadikan dirimu lbh matang dek ujian yg akan m’dtg.. Hari ini akan m’jadi saksi ketabahan dirimu m’harung onak & duri. hari ini Allah akan memendekkan lagi jarakmu dgnNya. Semakin b’kurang tempoh b’amal, smakin kubur m’persiap tempat utkmu, smakin b’sedia malaikat maut dtg m’jemput, smakin dkt masa amalan dihitung & smakin hampir haruman firdausi atau azabnya jahannam.. Hepy Beday..=)” .:Syaz:.
yeah, i’m getting old now but my good deeds are so little.. pls Ya Allah, i want to end in khusnul khatimah.. Erm, thank you to all who pray for my happiness, success & blessness from Allah.. moga kita saling m’doakan insyaAllah..
p/s: special thanks to diana who give me the opportunity to update my blog.. >.< may Allah repay for yr kindness!~
Hari2 yg berlalu di Kuantan..
Dgn nama Allah yg Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang..~
Atas desakan seseorang, akhirnya memaksa jugak diri ni m’update blog ni..haha
Sebenarnya, hari tu byk je benda yg nak dikisahkan.. tapi, asyik menunda & bertangguh sampaila ke hari ni..
Ok, nak story sket apa yg t’jadi semenjak balik ke kuantan..~
20/06/08, Friday
sampai di terminal dlm pukul 2pm.. call Pak Teh utk blk uia, tp x b’jawab.. so call Pak Harun walaupun x pernah guna p’khidmatan die.. Nak buat camne.. ramai bdk uia x balik lagi.. naik teksi mahal bangat.. anyway, Pak Harun jawab panggilan & suruh tunggu kat dpn 7-11.. sblm menapak ke sana, Zahirah tegur.. rupenye die pun baru smpai & jadi committee ta’aruf nanti.. so, lega sket ade kwn.. at least, dpt kongsi bayar duit tambang ke uia.. pendekkan cite, naik teksi yg Pak Harun cakap tu.. bila sampai uia, tanya harga.. macam nak kena heart attack bila die kate RM13.. sbb Zah kate Pak Harun biasa charge RM8.. rupenye die charge ikut harga teksi tapi disbbkan harga minyak naik, b’tambah RM1.. mmg rasa serik nak naik dah..
Then, gi amik kunci kat mahallah office.. sampai bilik, someone called me from mahallah office.. ingatkan nape, rupenye offer nak jadi part time staff coz ade sorg student tarik diri last minute.. dilema jugakla mase tu.. tapi disbbkan tawaran jadi committee ta’aruf yg dtg dulu, so dahulukan ape yg dtg first..
21/06/08, Saturday
1st day induction course.. macam agak bosanla.. byk discussion ttg kerja.. i’ve got to be in catering bureau.. byk kerja dah di’settle’kan oleh steering committee iaitu Bro Malek & kak Mas.. so kejap je habis discussion.. patutnya induction sampai mlm, tapi sbb cam xde benda je, dorg cancel sesi mlm tu which is presentation..
22/06/08, Sunday
Hari berjln2 di Kuantan.. yayy! ^_~ patutnye ade induction course, tapi memandangkan hari ni 1 uia x de letrik coz pemasangan SCADA amende tah, so ditangguhkan ke hari isnin.. memule plan nak jumpe Waniey (my beloved penpal) kat terminal.. dari sane, baru die bawak jln2.. skali tunggu bas dgn Zah ntah brape lame, x sampai2 gak.. bagitau Waniey, then die yg baik hati ni pon dtg amik kitorg kat uia.. hehe.. dala die tak pernah sampai uia.. takut gak die sesat.. tapi akhirnya, berjaya menaiki kereta kenari hitam Waniey & menuju ke East Coast Mall yg x pernah dijejaki sblm ni..
sampai ke ECM, jln2 kat area Carrefour je.. ade 3 tingkat kalau x silap.. x gi pon ke area Parkson.. byk jugak kedai kat sini.. sume nampak mcm exklusif je.. nak masuk pon takut..huhu.. teman Waniey shopping kat Carrefour.. sambil jln, smbil borak.. mcm2 yg diborakkan pasal family, our life & so on.. sy just beli muffin je.. pastu, gi kedai yg ade jual byk komik.. Waniey yg minat bace komik pon rekemenla some comic yg best.. kagum je tgk byk komik kat situ.. habis shopping situ, Waniey ajak gi Living Cabin utk beli hadiah b’day.. so kat sini, die mintak sy pilih 1 thing yg sy suka.. so i pick 1 love pillow yg sederhana besar as my b’day present while she pick 1 jam yg ade Doraemon as a theme as her b’day present.. hadiah sy lagi mahal dari hadiah die.. hihi >.<
After that, we went to Pantai Teluk Cempedak.. dah lame rase x tgk laut.. tak ramai sgt org than the last time i went there.. tangkap gambar sbg kenangan.. jumpa k. Asma’ & the geng kat sini.. diorg dtg study kat coz uia xde letrik.. oh ye.. lupe nak story.. sepanjang p’jalanan ke TC, Waniey tunjukla rumah Tengku Mahkota Pahang & sume2 yg sy x pernah tau pon sblm ni..
The last place that we went was Tanjung Lumpur.. dtg mkn tgh hari la kirenye kat gerai paksu & maksu.. ramai gak org mkn situ.. Waniey kate kalau ptg2, sampai xde parking.. mkn nasi dagang yg diletak atas daun pisang.. minum ice bended mango.. desert keropok lekor & some kuih-muih..
Finally, we went back to uia.. hati rasa lapang & bahagia.. Waniey beria-ia ajak sy dgn Zah dtg rumah dia.. i said i will, insyaAllah..
hope that our relationship will be blessed by Allah..
Hari2 kemudiannya dipenuhi dgn preparation utk taaruf program & kerja di cafe yg mls nak diceritakan kat sini..huhu.. i’ll story some other time.. 
A day full of memories..
Bismillah sebagai pembuka kata.. Atas permintaan sahabat2 yg dikasihi, sy memaksa diri utk menaip di sini..haha.. sindrom kemalasan mmg tak pernah lari dari hidup ni.. walaupun kalau diikutkan dah byk program yg disertai & byk pengalaman yg ingin dikongsi, tapi segalanya hanya t’simpan dlm memori..~
Hari ni, tuesday, 17th of June adalah hari perpisahan dgn salah seorg sahabat yg t’baik yg sy ada.. bknlah b’pisah utk selama-lamanya tp p’pisahan sementara demi menuntut ilmu & meneruskan p’juangan di bumi Australia.. kami (me+ myra+ ateng+ nu+ pijah+ sofi+ maya) b’tolak ke KLIA dlm pukul 3 ptg.. sampai di sana dlm pukul 5 ptg.. Afrah +family + relatives tak sampai lagi disebabkan traffic jam.. so, pergi solat asar dulu & mkn2.. nak dijadikan cerita, there’s something happen during that time.. kejadian ni membawa kami ke balai polis kat situ.. unfortunately, i cannot share what had happened, but what i can say is ukhuwah kami mmg t’uji di saat ni..~
sambung cite pasal Afrah.. her flight was at 8pm.. sempatla borak2 sikit & tangkap gambar sbg kenangan.. time ni mcm happy2 je.. i don’t cry at all.. only laugh & smile.. b’salam-salaman & b’tukar wasiat t’akhir(cheywah :p) sblm b’pisah.. then, waving at her until her gaze had disappeared.. why don’t i feel sad at all? mcm tak normal plak bile difikirkan balik.. huhu.. but now, when i’m thinking abt her, i already missed her presence.. entahla bile plak dapat jumpe balik.. terkilan jugak tak sempat beli present utk dia.. tula, sape suruh asyik b’tangguh.. sifat b’tangguh sememangnya adalah pencuri masa.. nak beli present sejak dia kawen lagi tapi sampai dia dah fly ke oz pun tak beli2.. ‘afwan ya sodiqati..~ *.*
Hurm, lama jugak hang out kat KLIA.. sempat tawaf level yg ada balai pelepasan tu 2-3 kali.. semua sbb Maya yg nak mkn ais krim sedap..hehe..^_^ but, in the end, impian tak t’capai jugak.. kesian..(note 2 maya: tp dpt mkn sundae,kira oraitla kn? *wink*) ~
Time pijah ambil alih tugas sebagai driver, byk jugak perkara lawak yg t’jadi.. antara yg plg segar di ingatan bila sampai tol.. pijah touch card, sekali terlepas dari tgn, jatuh atas jln.. lame betul nak amik balik kad tu.. nasib baik takde kete kat belakang.. kate pijah: “tetibe tgn ni terase lembut pas dah touch card tu..” myra kate: “pijah ni mmg touch & let go la“.. apepun, mmg byk kisah pasal tol touch & go ni.. tapi malas nak kongsi semua..:D
Penutup mlm ni adalah muhasabah ttg p’sahabatan yg t’jalin sejak sekolah menengah.. betapa pentingnya kepercayaan dlm sesuatu hubungan.. & no backbiting! when u want to clarify something, just ask in a good manner because it could affect your relationship after that..(did i say it correctly coz i’m getting sleepy..~.~). Anyway, what i learned today is: bila ada something bad happened, hadapi ia dgn tenang & penuh keberanian (mcm ateng).. seriously, if i was at her place, i would cry so badly.. i really salute her behavior apetah lagi when she mentioned that it is the first time something like that happened to her.. i really don’t have that courage yet..~
OK, whatever it is, wish Afrah all the best in Australia.. bittaufiq wan najah ya ukht al-’azizah! hope that we would always stay in touch.. ukhuwah fillah abadan abada, insyaAllah~
P/s: thanx untuk kenangan yg tak dpt dilupakan ni, my dear friends.. (“,) will miss all of u when i’m back to ktn..
UnTUk AfRAH tErSaYAnG,,
~EMI ‘08~
Bismillah.. walaupun dah 3 hari emi b’lalu, kenangan emi masih segar di ingatan..mana x nya, amik masa 3 hari utk restore energy ke tahap normal..haha..kononnyela..
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1st day EMI ‘08..
x byk yg nak diceritakan.. bcoz most of the time duduk dlm dewan audi engin..time sesi ice breaking yg diberi nama “Ayuh kenal yuk” agak menarikla.. mula2, setiap peserta kena tulis b’day & fav food masing2.. then,tampal kertas t’sebut di blkg baju.. pastu,sume kena beratur ikut abjad, tarikh lahir etc.. yg paling best bila adik2 ni kena susun & beratur dr mknn yg paling sihat ke mknn paling x sihat..biia ditanya apa fav food org yg beratur di dpn skali, di pihak ukht m’jwb tembikai manakala pihak akh m’jwb kurma..sy sgtla t’haru dgn jwpn itu..huhu..fav food kurma? mmg x pernah t’lintas di ingatan..cth yg baik utk dijadikan teladan..
then, semasa halaqah ilmiah after maghrib prayer, bro auzan menyampaikan tajuk “menyelusuri sirah pemuda”.. b’kisar ttg mus’ab umair, seorg pemuda yg handsome & kaya yg sanggup meninggalkan segalanya setelah masuk islam.. mmg peribadi yg patut dicontohi.. terasa kerdilnya diri sbb x pernah melalui ujian segetir mus’ab bin umair yg rela korbankan everything after mengucap 2 kalimah syahadah..~
ok,masuk ke hari ke-2 EMI ‘08..
1st and foremost, “munajat cinta t’agung” secara jamaie.. then, sesi memindahkan adik2 dari uia ke kem sri raudhah which amik masa yg agak lama..time diorg pergi jungle trekking, mentor2 yg x t’libat b’tungkus-lumus m’angkat bagasi mrk yg sgtla byk..heran betul..t’tanya2 ape yg diorg bawak..gaya mcm nak gi holiday sebulan..alhamdulillah mentor2 ikhwah byk gak m’hulurkan bantuan time ni..tupon,habis je angkut turun ke kem tu,rase cam nak pengsan..kekurangan oksigen dibuatnya..
Ptg tu, program CCC- “Cergas Cetus Cerdas”..nak menyediakan kelengkapan utk CCC ni x la semudah yg disangka..byk jugak bhn yg diperlukan..tapi ikhwah yg byk jaga checkpoint or dipanggil R&R..antara R&R yg menarik;
- “fear factor:yummy!”
setiap protege dlm power group kena mkn benda2 pelik yg dah disediakan oleh mentor yg jaga checkpoint..adala peria,tempoyak,sambal belacan,serbuk teh..bykla bendanya..entahla ape lg tp kalau sy yg masuk,mmg x sanggup nak mkn..
- “geli siot!”
R&R ni mungkin m’cabar utk akhawat..bg ikhwah,maybe x terasa sgt..utk checkpoint ni,makhluk2 Tuhan spt cengkerik,super worm & mcm2 worm lg dimasukkan dlm tin..then,tiap protege perlu amik batu merah dlm tin tu..4 me, it’s easier than kena mkn mknn yg lidah x blh terima..mau b’thn2 x leh hilangkan rasa yg dasyat tuh..huhu..
- menara insan
patutnya buat checkpoint “lipan melingkar”, tp memandangkan x de tempat yg sesuai,akhirnya ditukar last minute..Nabila yg jaga checkpoint ni..awalnya nk mintak adik2 tu diri atas kerusi & kurangkan kerusi satu demi satu..tapi,waktu group pertama buat task tu,punyala diorg t’lampau syok & smangat nak main sampai pecah 1 kerusi..so,t’paksala tukar task utk group2 seterusnya..x reti plak nak explain task tu..tp basically kena ukur lilit group t’sebut..
- sarang labah2
lama jugak duduk kat checkpoint ni tgk adik2 akhawat main..nak dikisahkan,masa last group tgh perform the task,tetibe dtg kera ke arah kitorg..ape lg,sume pon panik..walaupun,adik2 yg try nak tangkap kera tu dok kata “jgn gerak!”,tp dah ketakutan,nk wat camne..sy mmgla mcm t’paku kat situ..nampak je relax padahal dlm hati,rasa cam nak t’stop jantung time tu gak..dgn gaya kera tu yg cam nak menyerang,everybody feels like running somewhere else..luckily,nobody get hurts..masa tuan punya kera ikat balik kera tu,dia buat bunyi yg sgt menakutkan..mcm m’berontak je..mengamuk gaya kera..seram jugakla tgk..
Pendekkan cerita, ada 10 checkpoint semuanya tp x laratla nak kongsi sume..R&R lain yg dpt diingat ialah “kamus karisma”,”limbo rock” & timang tinggi2″..kebanyakannya m’cabar bkn stakat fizikal malahan mental..
MANiS sampaila sudah.. (Malam Nurani Interpretasi Seni)
Ada 5 group & every group perform different kind of performance m’ikut undi yg telah dicabut..ada yg kena buat dikir barat,sinetron,pentomen b’lainan loghat kot,boria & wayang kulit..i’m one of the juries..mcm lawak je bg markah..last2,group super girl yg buat sinetron dinobatkan sbg juara eventhough sy bg markah plg sikit utk diorg..juri2 yg lain suka beno p’sembahan diorg..sy bkn x suka,cuma rasa mcm bkn sinetron sbb byk guna bhs melayu bknnya indonesia..tu yg bg kurang markah..tp dr segi lakonan,mantapla sebenarnya..~
Pejam celik, hari t’akhir EMI ‘08 tiba juga..
2-3 jam je tido sblm tu sbb nak siapkan sijil peserta..so,ngantuk je pagi tu walaupun dah qada’ tido after solat subuh..ada sesi p’kongsian pengalaman dgn adik2..diorg kena buat group ikut pilihan U or matric yg nak dimasuki..so,utk UIA for science based student, yusra & me yg kendalikan..habis je sesi tu,balik ke tempat mentor slalu b’kumpul..shortkan story,ada majlis penyampaian hadiah oleh Dr Harlina..then,kami dpt Qur’anic translation from Hidayah Centre..mkn2,solat,go home..~
EMI ‘08: Pahit manis segalanya ditempuh,ukhuwah yg t’jalin semakin utuh..
Eksplorasi Menara Ilmu 2008,
selamanya dlm ingatan..
Facial..urgh,terrible..
Bismillah.. ok, now in holiday mode.. lama jugak x update blog ni memandangkan internet yg sgtla “cpt”.. hari ni tahap kesabaran tinggi sket, sbb tu merajinkan diri type a new post..haha..
Anyway, just want to story about my 1st time doing facial which was yesterday.. i hope that was the 1st & last time coz it’s like a nightmare.. ok,so maybe i’m exaggerating.. but,the truth is.. it feels like a torture to me.. so not like me.. i’m a simple person.. i don’t think doing facial is necessary at all.. but, my mom yg suruh pergi & it’s her money.. so, what can i do..~
About this facial.. the type of treatment (treatment ke..cam pelik je bunyinye..) i received was resdung cold mask.. something like that.. actually, i think it’s a long name but i only can recall that..~
ada 4 kali yg x dpt dilupakan bila muka ni kena:
- asap
- wap panas
- cucuk
- peel the mask (tp kejap je so it can be forgotten..)
So, in conclusion, i don’t wanna do facial anymore.. seriously, it’s like a waste of money.. better spend on books or food.. but,this is my personal opinion.. no offense for those who likes to do this facial thing..~
Imtihan mode..
Bismillah.. akhirnya,dah masuk final exam.. mcm x percaya.. masa terasa b’lalu begitu pantas.. but, for now, baru habis 1 paper.. 5 more to go & i’m already exhausted.. my brain wants to explode.. yeah,great.. apepon, p’juangan perlu diteruskan.. utk mengalah, x sekali-kali..~
i’m already retired from working starting from last friday night.. but, i missed all of them~ Mirul, Nureen, Bob, Ateh, Andy, Hafis, Madan, Abg Zaki, Cik Mah etc. Bekerja dgn mrk adalah slh satu pengalaman t’indah dlm hidup ni.. i never thought work could be so interesting.. All of u had brightened my life.. I really appreciate the presence of each one of u.. chey.. m’bebel kat sini je padahal bile dgn derg, x t’ckp pon sume ni.. x lame pon lagi dpt jumpa & spend time dgn derg.. buat masa ni, blhla jumpa time beli mknn.. but after this, cuti 3 bulan.. msk sem baru, mesti ramai dah xde.. sedih je bile fikir camni.. apepon, tunggu dpt gajila.. gaji utk bln ni patut lbh byk dr bln sblm2 ni coz sokmo keje.. tapi, t’kilan gakla x dpt jenguk cik mah kat hospital sejak accident minggu lps.. harap2 cik mah cpt sembuh, Amiin..~
okla, need to go.. study is my top priority.. Salam imtihan to all my friends yg tgh exam.. Maat taufiq wan najah.. May Allah grant us success, insyaAllah..
~Utk renungan bg mrk yg tgh b’juang study 4 exam..~
Selangkah ke alam p’juangan b’erti selamanya dlm kepahitan.
Biarlah menangis, t’luka, kecewa & ditinggalkan krn Allah s.w.t drpd mati t’timbus tanpa mujahadah.
Kita mmg x sanggup selamanya t’luka, tetapi ingatlah setiap titisan darah dari luka & titisan air mata yg mengalir itulah mahar kita ke syurga.
Bila ditanya kenapa b’juang itu pahit.. Jawabnya: SYURGA ITU MANIS..
Terima kasih buat yg m’ingatkan tatkala diri ini t’lupa..~
Love to work..
Bismillah.. Hm, nampaknye, dah brape hari b’turut-turut pegi keje.. well, that’s a record b’coz b4 this byk keje time weekend je.. maybe sbb byk kelas cancel.. then, duit gaji bln lps x sbyk mana.. only RM192 but i’m grateful to Allah for that..~
Anyway, beberapa hari lps which was 2/3 adalah b’day Nureen yg jadi cashier kat cafe tmpt sy keje ni.. mmg x tau langsung.. tula yg blur bile kak Nik (isteri owner cafe) bawak kek & present dlm box yg sgt besar.. then, die mintak sy pasangkn lilin and bawak kek tu pd Nureen yg tgh jaga kaunter time tu.. muka Nureen mcm blur je memule.. i just wish happy birthdayla sbb segan plak nk nyanyi coz org dok tgk.. pastu, K. Nik mintak Nureen bukak present in front of me which is a big & soft teddy bear.. siap ada tanda harga lg..~
pendekkan cite, mlm tu mmg mkn mcm2 benda.. dala Nureen siap bg kek suruh bawak balik..mcm kite plak b’day girl.. huhu.. rugila Hafis dah blk time tu.. yg ada- Andy, Ateh & Abg Zaki.. hm, kalau Mirol & Hafis ada, mesti riuh-rendah dibuatnya.. tu x masuk cik Mah & Madan lg.. ~
Kelmarin, ade org baru yg keje gantikan Ina.. sedih gakla Ina kena buang tp nak wat camne.. hidup ni perlu diteruskan.. bertambah lelaki dlm hidup ni.. cafe ni dah crowded with man.. huhu~
okla, need to go.. i’ve work to do.. i’ll update some other time..
Life is so busy..
Hurm, b’tahun rasenye x update blog ni.. nak buat camne, masa sgt mencemburui sy.. mmg skrg ni rasa cam nak divide myself to 2 or 3 persons utk fulfill all the responsibilities.. just thinking of it make me tired.. study, work, other external programmes.. seriously.. kewajipan yg ada lbh byk dr waktu.. ~
I’m just gonna briefly recall what i’ve experienced for the past 2-3 weeks.. adela 1-2 kali jadi faci kat sek men.. prog ni bwh faci team.. first time gi SMK Tengku Panglima Perang.. ada prog motivasi utk pelajar PMR.. student kat situ mcm agak m’cabarla dr segi attitude.. but, for my group, dpt adik2 yg baik.. so, senang & t’kawal gakla masa sesi LDK.. masalahnya, derg agak pasif & susah nak bg respon.. susah gak nak tackle & stimulate derg.. apepon, segalanya b’akhir dgn baik..~
Next 2 weeks from the program (if i’m not mistaken), jadi faci kat SMART(SM Abd Rahman Talib) plak.. ni sekolah kluster, so student kat sini sume pandai2 & sgt m’dgr kata.. kali ni, jadi faci dgn bro mat skali.. kebanyakan masa, dia yg handle coz die mcm b’pengalaman luas je.. group ni lbh ramai dari yg kat SMKTPP coz program dibuat utk pelajar PMR & SPM.. for our group, dpt student SPM.. so, byk expose derg to life at matric @ U.. overall, sume ok eventhough some of the boys in our group blk awal without mentioning the reasons to us.. (sbenanye bengang gakla time tu..) ~
Then, for sister’s week.. as a subcom for MRC’s public relation bureau, we organize some sort of dedication in conjuction with this week.. so, mmg dpt byk tempahan.. subcoms’ are divided into 2.. 1 group gi beli brg, the other group tlg bungkus present2 tu.. so, i’m in the group yg bungkus2.. pendekkan cite, i’ve to deliver all dedications to my block (J) and block K.. b’syukur ade 4 level je kat sini..tp penat jugakla..ni pon x abis deliver lagi..
lagi ape ye? byk je cite tp dah lupe.. kesimpulannye, beberapa minggu ni mmg m’cabar segenap kesabaran & ketabahan jiwa ni.. kadang2 tu, rasa nak tidur & forget all the things that i’ve to do.. but, i realize that’s not the right way to handle my life.. apepon, at least i’ve got some free time right now (that’s why i’m typing this post :p)..but not for long.. this night, i’ve to work.. same as tomorrow coz cik Mah cannot come to cook.. only abg Zaki will be there to cook from morning till night.. i wish i could help him to cook but then.. i’m afraid no one would buy..huhu~
ok, so i guess that’s pretty much the story yg t’kumpul stakat ni.. i’ll try to update as soon as possible..
” Saya memerlukan kesabaran org t’dahulu dari Adam sampai zamanku. Saya m’inginkan kekuatan dari-Mu. Ya Allah, kurniakanlah sifat lemah lembut, p’tolongan & keredhaan-Mu buatku, hamba-Mu. Amiin..”
