.Piece.of.my.Mind.

Bismillah, dgn menyebut nama-Mu Ya Allah..

Finally, the result for sem I 08/09 is now released. After i saw my result, i feel so ……. stress, unhappy, disappointed n all the negative feelings.  My pointer is dropping every semester and i’m not satisfied with that. I realize that i have to stop working. The situation is just getting worse because i can’t balance between work and study. This is really stressful. I know other friends of mine got better results than me. Some even managed to get Dean’s List. It just add extra sickness in my heart. Not that i’m jealous or anything. I know they deserve it. They work double hard than me. So, .. what else can i do. Be grateful with what I’ve got. At least, i’ve passed all the subjects. I still got 3 point something. ALHAMDULILLAH.. Praise be to Allah for giving me what He knows is best for me, as His servant. I should always be thankful to Him. Forgive me, Ya Allah if i ever forgot to thank You. You give and forgive, but i, as a normal human get and forget.

“Dan (ingatlah) ketika Tuhan kamu memberitahu: Demi sesungguhnya! Jika kamu bersyukur nescaya Aku akan tambahi nikmat-Ku kepada kamu dan demi sesungguhnya, jika kamu kufur ingkar sesungguhnya azab-Ku amatlah keras.” (Surah Ibrahim:7)

♥ happy : my 1st time visit to CENFOS Nilai + spend my free time with my beloved ukhti fillah Maya, Sofi, Yusra, Fatimah Muhd + usrah with juniors + my bank islam’s atm card can be used again.♥