.Piece.of.my.Mind.

Bismillah.. ok, i know its already a week after my birthday.. but i still want to story coz i feel that this year’s b’day is such a memorable one for me.. lots of wishes on sms and friendster, many presents than last year etc..

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The 1st person who had wished me on sms was liyana even though her msg was so simple.. but she’s always been one of the 1st to wish me on my b’day.. like last year, she came to my room with a present.. i’m so grateful to have such a thoughtful friend.. anyway, after that all my roommates (opie, krun, khairiyah) surprised me by coming to my room with a big cute pillow that has the word “so naughty” on it.. they wished me happy birthday & also give me such a sweet card.. yeah, a pink card from Memory Lane i supposed.. i was so deeply touched + embarrassed at the same time, i almost felt like crying..but i managed to hold my tears coz this is supposed to be a happy moment for me right? huhu.. hurm, thus i’ve got 2 pillows for my b’day this year.. i felt like they want to encouraged me to sleep more after this..haha..

By the way, i thought that not so many people would remember my b’day.. but when i came to class, diana wished me & also gave me a small box that contains cover for handphone.. (i dont know what its called)..it’s in yellow & blue which are my favourite color.. then, nadiah surprised me by singing a b’day song.. i didn’t expect her to know my b’day.. so after that, all my classmates who were there also wished me.. i just smile & say thank you..  nadiah asked me to buy them a cake from secret recipe.. unfortunately, i dont have that much money.. o_O

when maisa came into the class with najat, they also wished me.. maisa gave me a cute schedule planner.. maybe she knows that i need to organize my life.. with study, work & other things that always come in my way.. i’m so thankful with such a gift eventhough she said thats all that she can afford.. but, the present is not important.. what is important to me is the thoughts.. having a lot of friends who are so nice & caring makes me feel blessed.. thank u Allah for giving me such a wonderful & loving friends.. (“,)

At the evening, i went to work like usual.. Aniq didn’t knew it was my b’day & i didn’t think its important to tell him.. at one time when i want to ask something to Abg Zaki & azrul, i saw one familiar face.. it turns out that Ateh came to cafe.. i was so happy to see him coz i thought i never had a chance to see him anymore.. he came at the right day.. :p i asked him to buy me an ice cream & he accepted my request.. he said that he would buy me anything i want on that day.. yayy! haha.. so, i’ve got free ice cream..got to bid him farewell before he went to Johor to work.. it was the other way around with Mirul.. how could he went to UPM on my b’day?! ok, at least he remembered to wish me & he already told me abt going to UPM on that day.. but, i still feel sad.. feels like losing so many important person in my life.. Nureen, Ateh, Mirul.. all of them had gone to where they should be.. my heart feels so empty when i worked at the cafe now.. missing the old times so much..

Enough with that terrible feeling.. i still had some happiness after that when liyana came to cafe with a box of secret recipe cake.. at first she sms me to ask what cake do i like.. so i said cheese cake.. she really bought it for me! that’s so amazing coz i had dream abt that the night before.. didnt expect it to come true.. it makes my b’day feels so special.. thank u my dear friend.. really appreciate it~

ok, so that’s pretty much the story of what happened on my birthday.. i want to share some of the sms that i’ve got on that happy day:~

“Little keys can open big locks, simple words can express great thoughts.. Hope my simple wish can make yr day lovely. Happy Birthday!” .:Che Pin:.

“Hari ini hari lahirmu, hari ini b’tambah lagi usiamu, hari ini akan b’tambah jua tanggungjawabmu, hari ini akan m’jadikan dirimu lbh matang dek ujian yg akan m’dtg.. Hari ini akan m’jadi saksi ketabahan dirimu m’harung onak & duri. hari ini Allah akan memendekkan lagi jarakmu dgnNya. Semakin b’kurang tempoh b’amal, smakin kubur m’persiap tempat utkmu, smakin b’sedia malaikat maut dtg m’jemput, smakin dkt masa amalan dihitung & smakin hampir haruman firdausi atau azabnya jahannam.. Hepy Beday..=)” .:Syaz:.

yeah, i’m getting old now but my good deeds are so little.. pls Ya Allah, i want to end in khusnul khatimah.. Erm, thank you to all who pray for my happiness, success & blessness from Allah.. moga kita saling m’doakan insyaAllah..

p/s: special thanks to diana who give me the opportunity to update my blog.. >.< may Allah repay for yr kindness!~