Falling sick..
As usual, starting with bismillah, in the name of Allah..
i’m feeling unwell today.. 
dunno why..
maybe i’m working too hard..
maybe because there was a function yesterday for 410 ppl..
i’m skipping 2 classes today..
just sleeping in my room..
then, come to lab because i was told there will be an exam..
fortunately, it’s so simple n i got to leave early..
that’s why i’m here updating my blog..
eventhough my head is aching right now..
after this, got a UNGS class..
then, have to work for 2 hours at least because Aniq wants to go to d bank..
9.15pm–> have a meeting for remembrance of Al-Quds programme..
so, i have to be strong..
“Ya Allah, kumohon bantuan-Mu.. pinjamkan hamba-Mu kekuatan. Sihatkanlah fizikal & mentalku krn sesungguhnya hanya Engkau satu2nya Zat Penguasa. Amin.”
~My SwEeT 21~
Bismillah.. ok, i know its already a week after my birthday.. but i still want to story coz i feel that this year’s b’day is such a memorable one for me.. lots of wishes on sms and friendster, many presents than last year etc..
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The 1st person who had wished me on sms was liyana even though her msg was so simple.. but she’s always been one of the 1st to wish me on my b’day.. like last year, she came to my room with a present.. i’m so grateful to have such a thoughtful friend.. anyway, after that all my roommates (opie, krun, khairiyah) surprised me by coming to my room with a big cute pillow that has the word “so naughty” on it.. they wished me happy birthday & also give me such a sweet card.. yeah, a pink card from Memory Lane i supposed.. i was so deeply touched + embarrassed at the same time, i almost felt like crying..but i managed to hold my tears coz this is supposed to be a happy moment for me right? huhu.. hurm, thus i’ve got 2 pillows for my b’day this year.. i felt like they want to encouraged me to sleep more after this..haha.. 
By the way, i thought that not so many people would remember my b’day.. but when i came to class, diana wished me & also gave me a small box that contains cover for handphone.. (i dont know what its called)..it’s in yellow & blue which are my favourite color.. then, nadiah surprised me by singing a b’day song.. i didn’t expect her to know my b’day.. so after that, all my classmates who were there also wished me.. i just smile & say thank you.. nadiah asked me to buy them a cake from secret recipe.. unfortunately, i dont have that much money.. o_O
when maisa came into the class with najat, they also wished me.. maisa gave me a cute schedule planner.. maybe she knows that i need to organize my life.. with study, work & other things that always come in my way.. i’m so thankful with such a gift eventhough she said thats all that she can afford.. but, the present is not important.. what is important to me is the thoughts.. having a lot of friends who are so nice & caring makes me feel blessed.. thank u Allah for giving me such a wonderful & loving friends.. (“,)
At the evening, i went to work like usual.. Aniq didn’t knew it was my b’day & i didn’t think its important to tell him.. at one time when i want to ask something to Abg Zaki & azrul, i saw one familiar face.. it turns out that Ateh came to cafe.. i was so happy to see him coz i thought i never had a chance to see him anymore.. he came at the right day.. :p i asked him to buy me an ice cream & he accepted my request.. he said that he would buy me anything i want on that day.. yayy! haha.. so, i’ve got free ice cream..got to bid him farewell before he went to Johor to work.. it was the other way around with Mirul.. how could he went to UPM on my b’day?! ok, at least he remembered to wish me & he already told me abt going to UPM on that day.. but, i still feel sad.. feels like losing so many important person in my life.. Nureen, Ateh, Mirul.. all of them had gone to where they should be.. my heart feels so empty when i worked at the cafe now.. missing the old times so much..
Enough with that terrible feeling.. i still had some happiness after that when liyana came to cafe with a box of secret recipe cake.. at first she sms me to ask what cake do i like.. so i said cheese cake.. she really bought it for me! that’s so amazing coz i had dream abt that the night before.. didnt expect it to come true.. it makes my b’day feels so special.. thank u my dear friend.. really appreciate it~
ok, so that’s pretty much the story of what happened on my birthday.. i want to share some of the sms that i’ve got on that happy day:~
“Little keys can open big locks, simple words can express great thoughts.. Hope my simple wish can make yr day lovely. Happy Birthday!” .:Che Pin:.
“Hari ini hari lahirmu, hari ini b’tambah lagi usiamu, hari ini akan b’tambah jua tanggungjawabmu, hari ini akan m’jadikan dirimu lbh matang dek ujian yg akan m’dtg.. Hari ini akan m’jadi saksi ketabahan dirimu m’harung onak & duri. hari ini Allah akan memendekkan lagi jarakmu dgnNya. Semakin b’kurang tempoh b’amal, smakin kubur m’persiap tempat utkmu, smakin b’sedia malaikat maut dtg m’jemput, smakin dkt masa amalan dihitung & smakin hampir haruman firdausi atau azabnya jahannam.. Hepy Beday..=)” .:Syaz:.
yeah, i’m getting old now but my good deeds are so little.. pls Ya Allah, i want to end in khusnul khatimah.. Erm, thank you to all who pray for my happiness, success & blessness from Allah.. moga kita saling m’doakan insyaAllah..
p/s: special thanks to diana who give me the opportunity to update my blog.. >.< may Allah repay for yr kindness!~
Hari2 yg berlalu di Kuantan..
Dgn nama Allah yg Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang..~
Atas desakan seseorang, akhirnya memaksa jugak diri ni m’update blog ni..haha
Sebenarnya, hari tu byk je benda yg nak dikisahkan.. tapi, asyik menunda & bertangguh sampaila ke hari ni..
Ok, nak story sket apa yg t’jadi semenjak balik ke kuantan..~
20/06/08, Friday
sampai di terminal dlm pukul 2pm.. call Pak Teh utk blk uia, tp x b’jawab.. so call Pak Harun walaupun x pernah guna p’khidmatan die.. Nak buat camne.. ramai bdk uia x balik lagi.. naik teksi mahal bangat.. anyway, Pak Harun jawab panggilan & suruh tunggu kat dpn 7-11.. sblm menapak ke sana, Zahirah tegur.. rupenye die pun baru smpai & jadi committee ta’aruf nanti.. so, lega sket ade kwn.. at least, dpt kongsi bayar duit tambang ke uia.. pendekkan cite, naik teksi yg Pak Harun cakap tu.. bila sampai uia, tanya harga.. macam nak kena heart attack bila die kate RM13.. sbb Zah kate Pak Harun biasa charge RM8.. rupenye die charge ikut harga teksi tapi disbbkan harga minyak naik, b’tambah RM1.. mmg rasa serik nak naik dah..
Then, gi amik kunci kat mahallah office.. sampai bilik, someone called me from mahallah office.. ingatkan nape, rupenye offer nak jadi part time staff coz ade sorg student tarik diri last minute.. dilema jugakla mase tu.. tapi disbbkan tawaran jadi committee ta’aruf yg dtg dulu, so dahulukan ape yg dtg first..
21/06/08, Saturday
1st day induction course.. macam agak bosanla.. byk discussion ttg kerja.. i’ve got to be in catering bureau.. byk kerja dah di’settle’kan oleh steering committee iaitu Bro Malek & kak Mas.. so kejap je habis discussion.. patutnya induction sampai mlm, tapi sbb cam xde benda je, dorg cancel sesi mlm tu which is presentation..
22/06/08, Sunday
Hari berjln2 di Kuantan.. yayy! ^_~ patutnye ade induction course, tapi memandangkan hari ni 1 uia x de letrik coz pemasangan SCADA amende tah, so ditangguhkan ke hari isnin.. memule plan nak jumpe Waniey (my beloved penpal) kat terminal.. dari sane, baru die bawak jln2.. skali tunggu bas dgn Zah ntah brape lame, x sampai2 gak.. bagitau Waniey, then die yg baik hati ni pon dtg amik kitorg kat uia.. hehe.. dala die tak pernah sampai uia.. takut gak die sesat.. tapi akhirnya, berjaya menaiki kereta kenari hitam Waniey & menuju ke East Coast Mall yg x pernah dijejaki sblm ni..
sampai ke ECM, jln2 kat area Carrefour je.. ade 3 tingkat kalau x silap.. x gi pon ke area Parkson.. byk jugak kedai kat sini.. sume nampak mcm exklusif je.. nak masuk pon takut..huhu.. teman Waniey shopping kat Carrefour.. sambil jln, smbil borak.. mcm2 yg diborakkan pasal family, our life & so on.. sy just beli muffin je.. pastu, gi kedai yg ade jual byk komik.. Waniey yg minat bace komik pon rekemenla some comic yg best.. kagum je tgk byk komik kat situ.. habis shopping situ, Waniey ajak gi Living Cabin utk beli hadiah b’day.. so kat sini, die mintak sy pilih 1 thing yg sy suka.. so i pick 1 love pillow yg sederhana besar as my b’day present while she pick 1 jam yg ade Doraemon as a theme as her b’day present.. hadiah sy lagi mahal dari hadiah die.. hihi >.<
After that, we went to Pantai Teluk Cempedak.. dah lame rase x tgk laut.. tak ramai sgt org than the last time i went there.. tangkap gambar sbg kenangan.. jumpa k. Asma’ & the geng kat sini.. diorg dtg study kat coz uia xde letrik.. oh ye.. lupe nak story.. sepanjang p’jalanan ke TC, Waniey tunjukla rumah Tengku Mahkota Pahang & sume2 yg sy x pernah tau pon sblm ni..
The last place that we went was Tanjung Lumpur.. dtg mkn tgh hari la kirenye kat gerai paksu & maksu.. ramai gak org mkn situ.. Waniey kate kalau ptg2, sampai xde parking.. mkn nasi dagang yg diletak atas daun pisang.. minum ice bended mango.. desert keropok lekor & some kuih-muih..
Finally, we went back to uia.. hati rasa lapang & bahagia.. Waniey beria-ia ajak sy dgn Zah dtg rumah dia.. i said i will, insyaAllah..
hope that our relationship will be blessed by Allah..
Hari2 kemudiannya dipenuhi dgn preparation utk taaruf program & kerja di cafe yg mls nak diceritakan kat sini..huhu.. i’ll story some other time.. 
