Life is so busy..
Hurm, b’tahun rasenye x update blog ni.. nak buat camne, masa sgt mencemburui sy.. mmg skrg ni rasa cam nak divide myself to 2 or 3 persons utk fulfill all the responsibilities.. just thinking of it make me tired.. study, work, other external programmes.. seriously.. kewajipan yg ada lbh byk dr waktu.. ~
I’m just gonna briefly recall what i’ve experienced for the past 2-3 weeks.. adela 1-2 kali jadi faci kat sek men.. prog ni bwh faci team.. first time gi SMK Tengku Panglima Perang.. ada prog motivasi utk pelajar PMR.. student kat situ mcm agak m’cabarla dr segi attitude.. but, for my group, dpt adik2 yg baik.. so, senang & t’kawal gakla masa sesi LDK.. masalahnya, derg agak pasif & susah nak bg respon.. susah gak nak tackle & stimulate derg.. apepon, segalanya b’akhir dgn baik..~
Next 2 weeks from the program (if i’m not mistaken), jadi faci kat SMART(SM Abd Rahman Talib) plak.. ni sekolah kluster, so student kat sini sume pandai2 & sgt m’dgr kata.. kali ni, jadi faci dgn bro mat skali.. kebanyakan masa, dia yg handle coz die mcm b’pengalaman luas je.. group ni lbh ramai dari yg kat SMKTPP coz program dibuat utk pelajar PMR & SPM.. for our group, dpt student SPM.. so, byk expose derg to life at matric @ U.. overall, sume ok eventhough some of the boys in our group blk awal without mentioning the reasons to us.. (sbenanye bengang gakla time tu..) ~
Then, for sister’s week.. as a subcom for MRC’s public relation bureau, we organize some sort of dedication in conjuction with this week.. so, mmg dpt byk tempahan.. subcoms’ are divided into 2.. 1 group gi beli brg, the other group tlg bungkus present2 tu.. so, i’m in the group yg bungkus2.. pendekkan cite, i’ve to deliver all dedications to my block (J) and block K.. b’syukur ade 4 level je kat sini..tp penat jugakla..ni pon x abis deliver lagi..
lagi ape ye? byk je cite tp dah lupe.. kesimpulannye, beberapa minggu ni mmg m’cabar segenap kesabaran & ketabahan jiwa ni.. kadang2 tu, rasa nak tidur & forget all the things that i’ve to do.. but, i realize that’s not the right way to handle my life.. apepon, at least i’ve got some free time right now (that’s why i’m typing this post :p)..but not for long.. this night, i’ve to work.. same as tomorrow coz cik Mah cannot come to cook.. only abg Zaki will be there to cook from morning till night.. i wish i could help him to cook but then.. i’m afraid no one would buy..huhu~
ok, so i guess that’s pretty much the story yg t’kumpul stakat ni.. i’ll try to update as soon as possible..
” Saya memerlukan kesabaran org t’dahulu dari Adam sampai zamanku. Saya m’inginkan kekuatan dari-Mu. Ya Allah, kurniakanlah sifat lemah lembut, p’tolongan & keredhaan-Mu buatku, hamba-Mu. Amiin..”
Untaian kata penghibur jiwa
Sekiranya aku dipenjara, maka aku akan b’khalwat dgn Allah,
Sekiranya aku dibuang negeri, maka ia bagaikan melancong bagiku,
Sekiranya aku t’bunuh, maka aku mati syahid..
Tika kau lemah, jadikan Allah sebagai tempat meluahkan rasa,
Tika kau goyah, kau perlu kuat krn kau pembawa agama,
Tika kau rebah, kau harus tabah kerana kau mujahidah fi sabilillah..
Jika ketenangan yg dicari, Allah akan uji hati kita..
pada 1 masa, kita akan rasa indahnya tawakal pada-Nya & itulah nikmat ketenangan dlm jagaan-Nya..
Full time study, part time working..
Bismillah.. in the name of Allah, the Most Gracious & the Most Merciful..
Tak sangka, dah masuk sebulan ana bekerja secara part time & study secara full time. Gaji utk bln Jan dah pun slmt dlm simpanan. Alhamdulillah, b’syukur dgn rezeki yg Allah kurniakan. Dpt gaji lbh dari yg sepatutnya dpt. Tak pasti sama ada Cik Din (tokey kedai) salah kira or me~
Ni dah masuk bln Feb. Hari ni last time kerja before cuti raya cina. Bila dikenangkan balik, byk jugak masalah yg melanda kat tempat kerja ana ni. Teringat kata Mdm Mariam yg owner cafe susah nak keep pekerja di dapur sbb gaji yg rendah. Well, itulah agaknya yg t’jadi sbb pekerja kat sini dtg & pergi. Asyik b’silih-ganti~
Setakat ni, kerja di cafe blh tahan sbb adanya pekerja lain yg baik & concern abt me. Plg derang concern ialah ttg mkn sbb ana bila kerja, mmg susah nak mkn selagi tak habis kerja. So, dlm sehari tu, byk kalila org suruh gi mkn. Tapi, kekadang degil gak, tak mau ikut. Saje nak menyeksa diri. Hehe..
Ttg study, sebenarnya risau gak if study t’jejas dgn bekerja. Rasa tak confident dpt result yg cemerlang dlm midterm exam yg baru habis 4 paper. Bknnya tak study, tapi mmg sem ni sgt tough. Harap² dptla buktikan yg bekerja tak m’halang ana utk excel dlm study. Nak maintain CGPA 3.5 & above bknnya senang. Setakat ni CGPA 3.5, tapi tak taula selama mana blh dipertahankan. Moga Allah permudahkan segala urusan, Amin~
Sekadar peringatan b’sama yg hidup ni ada masanya terasa sgt payah & memenatkan.Tapi, walauapapun, jgn sesekali hilang p’gantungan pada Allah.
Bersangka baik dgn Allah, insyaAllah hidup ni dipermudah. Wallahu’alam~
Sometimes life can be so EASY,
When u believe there’s more to it,
and if u talk about the blessings,
that u got from Allah.
And sometimes life can be so HARD,
when u think too much
about the hardships of yourself,
and the well-being of others.
